I cannot write tonight. I'm in a terrible mind-space and I'm crying, which makes my already blurry vision even worse, making it difficult to see what I'm typing.
I know I'm trying to be more positive, but I'm just not managing it today. It took me 3 Red Bulls and 2 vitamin C drinks to keep from falling asleep this afternoon and I've been down half on the new med for over a week and completely off for half a week. And I'm still seeing things and I don't like it.
Basically, I'm not having a very good time, so I won't massacre my (what am I down to now? one?) reader(s) with my lousy mood. I'll write when I'm better.
You did write. And you can write more later. Counts.
ReplyDeleteJulie
Sorry I'm not here every night like I was before. I still think of you. But one part of my own life has taken a turn for the Crap City, and I can't talk about it, which is why I haven't mentioned it. So the result is that I'm just all over the place in terms of Being There For Others. I'll feel like one day has gone by and then I realize it's been, like, 3 days. Anyway, if I'm not here every day it's not cause you've massacred me (sounds exciting!) it's just about my own shit.
ReplyDeleteI had the same old sleep problem today too. Woke up, ate, bathed, was supposed to go out, but I was tired like I was gonna drop on my face. So I went back to bed for 4 hours. Maybe we can blame the air pressure.
Blehhhhh.