I was writing back and forth with a friend and talking about what I'm going through right now, and I became teary. Enough so that I knew I couldn't go out to an event this afternoon: I would cry in front of people. And I Do. Not. Cry. In. Public. Really don't like crying in private, for that matter. So I decided to skip it and instead melt my mind on the internet.
I don't even look for anything new, or at anything that used to interest me. I'm all tied down, and not in a good way.
So, here's to chocolate and comfort books.
Cheers!
Which means that what would probably help is to cry. Just for a bit.
ReplyDeleteJulie
I'm not wallowing. Mostly I start, then my other side kicks in and I shut down. Then that side gets tired or distracted and the weepy side starts up.
ReplyDeleteIt's kind of like living between two toddlers.