I'm posting daily, even if I don't feel like writing anything, because I'm cautiously stepping back into the concept of commitment. I used to handle commitment quite well, but that's not been the case in quite some time now.
First, there was discovering an employer does not proffer the same commitment to their employee — you — as they expect you to give to them. Then there was the boyfriend who changed the terms of his commitment — without telling me. When my life grew more difficult, my ability to commit faded. I am now very good at either avoiding commitment or at canceling.
This blog is the beginning of regaining that aspect of integrity.
And all of this is a lead in to the fact that today has been a dreadful day and I don't want to talk about it, but I did want to keep up my unbroken string.
So, good night. Enjoy whatever you are doing with whoever you are doing it with.
I was here reading with you. I did enjoy it, thanks. Hope tomorrow is better.
ReplyDeleteThis is a great way to take a small step back into the commitment pool. And you are doing so well!
ReplyDeleteI hope tomorrow is better too.
Julie
Keep blogging. I started the same journey in July and it really does help. We will walk with you.
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